Im so fucking scared. I want to cry and I beat myself up about it; I want everything to be okay. I got everything I wanted, but in the worst possible way. And oh my god, all of this is my fault.
Why can I never fix it? I can never fix things, why cant I FUCKING FIX THINGS?! I can never even fis them, never fix myself, am i even really broken? i gotta get off these pills... i gotta get off these pills... i cant live when im not alive, of course im alive, why cant i feel my feet?