I'm really... lifeless. I feel empty, and angry, and upset. I feel like crying all the time but I physically can't. I break down a lot too, tearing at myself but I can't cry. I miss all of the people that have come into my life and left it too soon. I keep re-thinking all of the things I never got to say.
I'm scared of losing all the amazing people that are in my life now. I don't think that life would be worth living without them. I just want to be held.
I'm really sick of feeling so alone.
I miss the last few days.