"That’s It
I am over it.
I can’t spend my life trying to please everyone.
If you have a problem with me then tell me soon coz I’m not gonna be round much longer.
If you really love me then you will let me do what I have to do.
It’s over.
It’s time for my final fucking curtain call."

I worry about you. When I read that my heart started pounding and I got the shakes. I know it seems stupid, but I know that if you got in in your mind to give up, you would. I've already lost so many people I care about; I cant lose another.
 It's so hard to just let go completely; cause I still care about you and what happens to you. I dont want anything bad to happen to you.