I am serious, Im going to do it. Oh god, I'm going to kill myself. I can't help anyone anymore I don't ever feel happy, I don't matter and I'm so empty. Im shaking, I haven't eaten in days and whatever I do eat I throw up. I'm dying. I'm dying Im dying I'm dying.
I have to stop burdening other people with my problems.
Oh my god I am going to do it. I am going to take all of these pills at once.
I am never going to wake up.
The world is a cold, wretched place.
Live beautiful lives.
I am going to die.