I tried to fix myself today.
I ate lunch. I ate a breadroll with cream cheese. I stayed with people, tried to let it sink in.
I made it through the day, I kept it down. I could feel myself getting fatter, I could feel each molecule of fat dissolving into my body. I was a nervous wreck on the bus and I got to the shops and puked everything up in the bathrooms.
It's easier to just not eat in the first place.