Resisting every urge to kill myself tonight. This shit sucks. I suck.
Im a pretty fucking horrible person, it's awful. I see it in everything that I do, and Im trying but I guess I'll always be a wretched human being. I fucking hate myself.
Im sorry. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, for everything that I have done that has ruined something for everyone else. I have this habit, you see, of screwing things up for everyone; I don't even mean to. Hell, I try not to.
It sucks, it fucking sucks.
I hate being me, I hate the life that I'm living now and I hate everything about myself.
Looks like this is gonna be another sleepless night.