I think I know what I am searching for; a purpose. I need to do something with my life.
Even though this is practically close to nothing on the scale of things that people realise, this is a huge accomplishment for me. So, plan A is to think of plan B.
I feel accomplished, and I will spend a while finding out what my purpose is. Or what anything is.
I think I need solitude; resoluteness, and simplicity.