Fucking yay. Don't you love it when you can't feel your hand because you've cut too deep? Yeah me too, its great. Fucking great. I actually didn't mean to - or maybe I did. Either way, I regret it now but that's just the way it is. I guess this could be used as a giant analogy of my life: I do things that I'm not really sure that I want to do or why I want to do them, and in the end they don't benefit me at all, or anyone.

What the fuck is wrong with me?