Oh no not again please
fuck
i had such a nice day
and yesterday too
for this to happen
fucking hell dont make me this way, i just want to be better
i fucking want to be better
i cant do it
im so hopeless
im in tears oh my god i need you so much right now
wait, im too busy looking after you for you to remember to ask if im okay
im not okay
not now
not ever
help me
i feel so bad tonight
i feel so bad.