I am going to have the BEST night.I've got new blades, new bandages and everything is cleaned and shiny and magical. I am so excited, I have waited so long. It's been so long, it's time for a reunion; I am so thrilled to finally be dipping back into something that kept me company for so long. More healing, taking care of myself, and the scars... from red to purple and then softly fading to a lovely white, pushing up past my skin, remnants of the pain that tore into my skin. Yes. Tonight is something to look forward to.