I have been waiting to get past 'formal' and then that struggle would be over, I am going to push the blade in and watch all the pain leave my body, but Im sick atm and sort of feel like Im floating cause I got coedine and I had a bong with it on top, not nsure you ncould call nthat a snow cone haha, but when i am better i am going to cut and cut and cut and ccut
and then i will b happy
even though im pretty happy at the moment
A lot more happy than I have been in a long time - even if I have a nlot on my mind and some big decisions to make.