I still haven't eaten since Tuesday. I've been drinking a lot of tea, and really not doing anything except drawing/ painting/ sleeping. But these last 5 days, I haven't felt exhausted, dizzy, sick, or even hungry. I'm now sitting on or just below the 50 kgs mark, with my BMI being 18.8 !!!!!!!! not only am i now officially underweight, but this is the weigh you have to be to be admitted into a treatment clinic for eating disorders (meaning i must be thin!)
but you know what would be nice? If i could see the fucking difference, all I see is fat although the scales tell me otherwise.... all I see is fat that shouldnt be there.