I've got a reason to get up in the morning, a reason to stay up at night, a reason to try to eat, a reason to live. And nobody knows the whole huge story cause I think that Im actually going to live my LIFE now, im just scared cause I always say stuff at the wrong time and I dont know what to do...
i feel like a person again
like a real person with feelings
and nice stuff that happens
idk

i suck at all of this writing vaguely crap
so i put it all on my secret one
but I wish I could say it all here